Why I Needed A Work Reset

I left my work just after our company outing.

It was not sudden, I even had a 30 day rendering since I passed my letter last February. The main reason was the distance and the woes of the MRT and traffic played a major role. Another reason was the many opportunities missed by working long hours and overtimes were more of "charity". It was a job I was able to follow the normal 9-5 with rush hour and real lunchtime and was far from the graveyard shifts and holiday work.

Actually at my first months, I was really culture shocked with how things work. Adding fuel to the fire was I was thrown in to start immediately which with my previous jobs, I was able to experience a month of training before we nested and even waited a month to go live. Being in a position that was supervisory was the challenge I was willing to face, and it was not easy. However I slowly learned that being tough was the valuable lesson to be take note.

Am I Slightly Clinically Depressed?

I have gone to a lot of thinking this past few days and I tried to reflect on my life and where had it gone so far. It felt really hard on me since I have never been this sad yet contented in my life. My work is on the graveyard shift which gave me time to attend events but sometimes sleep is not consistent. 

I have to adjust with the growing workload in the office with many of my peers are going out one by one and it is getting lonelier. I recently got my iPad which gave me this liberty to blog more with a better tablet that I had one before (And I think I want to sell it soon). This is actually my birth month yet this is the most pressuring time for me. I think I have acquired all the things I need for my next project and I am willing to resign soon. I never really liked enjoyed taking calls, but I can provide service.